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If You're Not The One

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If You're Not The One


If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?


Ritsuka sighed heavily. This lesson utterly bored him, yet Sensei endlessly droned on with it. As if to be a punishment for not really paying attention. He refused to listen to this supposed 'instruction' when there were more pressing matters.


I never know what the future brings

But I know you're here with me now

We'll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with.


Soubi... Ritsuka blushed. He wondered what Soubi's reaction would be if he knew how much Ritsuka was thinking about him. Ever since their first kiss, even though Ritsuka denied it, he really loved Soubi also. Love wasn't his forte, but his heart of hearts was telling him otherwise.


I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?



Ugh, that atrocious bell! He loved it for dismissing him from classroom hell, but it snapped him brutally out of his thoughts. He wanted to wrap himself up in his mind with a silky blanket and allow the thoughts to calmly breeze by him. Yuiko, you're not helping.


If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?

If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?

If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?



Ritsuka ran. Sprinted frantically. Soubi would certainly be outside waiting for him, and he wanted to be there when Soubi told him 'I love you.' He might just lightly consider to say it back. He didn't care that he was probably 'supposed' to be in love with Yuiko because she was a girl and pretty. That didn't matter to him; not one bit.


I don't know why you're so far away

But I know that this much is true

We'll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with

And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with

I hope I love you all my life



A lone tear slid its way slowly down his cheek. He ignored the looks that lashed at him like a painful whip and continued to run. He didn't care how far it was or if he bumped into anyone or if someone said something to him. Soubi. Soubi. SOUBI! The name ricocheted in and out of the intricate corridors of his mind.


I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?



"Soubi!!" Ritsuka shouted as he finally made it to the campus grounds. He practically tripped over himself making it to his lover.

Soubi's eyes widened. He made a futile attempt to rise from a sitting position at the base of a tree, but Ritsuka got there first and piled into his lap with uncharacteristic enthusiasm. A deep blush dusted his cheeks and Soubi swore it made the inside of his ears change tint.

"I love you, Soubi..."


'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right

And though I can't be with you tonight

You know my heart is by your side


Soubi was lost for words, but he wouldn't have time to find them in any event. Ritsuka had placed his chaste lips onto Soubi's talented ones.

So much emotion packed into one single movement. Ritsuka's neko ears twitched involuntarily as Soubi stroked them lovingly. How they both wished to stay in each others' warm, comforting arms forever.

Soubi whispered softly against Ritsuka's jaw-line, "I love you, too, Ritsuka. My tenshi. Always..."


I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
WARNING: Yaoi, Shota.

I love this pairing so much I wrote a songfic for it! Based on the song 'If You're Not The One' by Daniel Bedingfield. It fits Ritsuka and Soubi SO WELL!!

Hope you like it! I may choose to illustrate a R/S sometime.

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Disclaimer: Simply because I write a really awesome-super-kawaii fanfic about some characters does not mean they're mine! I do not own Ritsuka, Soubi, Yuiko, Sensei, or any other Loveless characters! OR the song 'If You're Not The One' by Daniel Bedingfield.
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Love,
mrtysh :dalove:
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PlasmaTears's avatar
Very good...creepy gay part though. But hey. I guess it makes it good.